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| Okay so I've been a downer lately and the few that read this...well I want to be more positive. Afterall no one wants to be around a downer, right? So let's see. I guess I've lsot my way and I need to think on the brightside of things.
OC is being cancelled. I love that show. It's last episode is Feb 22. But on the brighter side...I have the first three seasons on DVD so I can keep watching! Hahaha. And when this fourth season is over...it will still be alive in my heart. Hahaha. I'm being goofy.
The job I do have isnt exactly paying the billz and lately I've been getting tired and frustrated. But I work with some of the most amazing people. Good people that make me laugh and that have helped me out and that I feel I can turn to.
This may be a boring post but...okay I have nothing to say about it. Hahaha. But I'm laughing at myself and that is good.
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| No worries folks...not moving to Kokomo. The place that I've worked for over 2 years doesn't even want to give me a promotion. Well I guess its back to the drawing board. I tried not letting it bother me but it does. I knew that it would be a stretch...that i was up against other good candidates. But I've already worked for them for so long and worked my butt off. A college degree and over 2 years of service doesn't matter much. That's sad. So I still have no insurance, no money, and now...an even lower self-esteem. I'm so far in debt that it makes me sick to my stomach. There's gotta something out there. There's gotta be a point to all the hard work and all that I've been through. The world is getting worse and worse everyday. People treat each other badly...friends betray friends...and the world is all about competition. It's exhausting and heart breaking. I want to see a glimpse of goodness again. I want to see wants important in life. If more people genuinely cared and gave and sacrificed and loved, there would be results. Oh side note, Oprah is being attacked for her girls school in Africa or whatever because its mostly black girls and people are trying to say its like racist or something. Sad. She's trying to do good. Anyways, that's my two sense for the day. And surprisingly I end this post content because I want to be one of those people...that cared more about the next person than myself, that loved unconditionally, that lived. This is my stop the evil campaign. Who's in?
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| Sometimes its good to write even if no one reads it. Its the diary of the 21 century...wait...what century are we in? Haha.
I think the lack of oxygen to my brain has effected me.
Its dont seem like Christmastime. No snow. And really I don't feel any Holiday cheer. I've gotten the cards of course...so yes there is a little sign of it...but I miss a Christmas tree (althought I have like a one food one)....I miss sugar cookie making and lots of Christmas music.
I'm tired and sore and quite out of it. I feel dizzy...but maybe its all in my head.
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| Aight...so pretty hard day at work. I mean it was busy and I had to "throw truck" which is not bad but it was not only the cooler truck but also dry. Which doesn't mean a lot of those of you who don't know GFS but it basically means that my body HURTS! I working in the cooler and unloading the skids by myself I try to do it as fast as I can and it wears me out...but then stocking it is not as fast paced for me. Stocking it the easy part...but I didnt get to do the "easy" part. I had to go do help with the dry skids....so "hard part" twice in a row. Make sense? Anyways...I'm treating myself to Heinnie's tonight b/c I deserve it.
Oh and I got a call from Pete about my interview process....I'm still in the running...they are just taking a break from interviews for the Holidays.
The Holidays...kinda sad time when you have no many to give any presents.
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| So I'm going to a wedding today. Not sure what to expect. Have to drive all way way to MI...Mendon...near 3Rivers. Now I'm just waiting on my boyfriend who takes longer to get ready than I do and its freakin annoying. Yes I'm annoyed right now. And bored. Actually I should be leaving by now. Leaving right now...but no I have to wait for him to do his hair. Oh my....will it ever end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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